I don't know what to do with my life...I'm going to try to look for teaching jobs next year, and apply to grad schools I can commute to, but...I still miss Quebec. So many things remind me of Quebec...I want to go back so bad. I was hoping to apply to McGill University and maybe live in Quebec for grad school, but their performance program is not for me and they want students with at least 2 years teaching experience for their education program. So...do I go get a job here for two years, and then go get a degree from McGill? Do I keep searching for...for what? I considered getting a grad degree in French rather than music, but...that doesn't seem like the best idea. I don't know I don't know I don't know. I want to teach music, I want to play music, I want to speak French more, I want to go back to Quebec, I want...I don't know what I want.
I want to know which road I should take next...
